一股敏感的俐量...

男人。女人

2009-09-05T23:44:00.000+09:00

与一位男性好友聊了一个下午，当话题围绕在两性关系时；我们异口同声地认同，也为本身的立场各持其见。。

犹记得一年多前，音乐才子吴克群发表了一首让我印象深刻的作品。由许茹芸与阿穆隆诠释，娓娓道出男人与女人之间的故事。

副歌为：
“男人，男人，多希望你是好人，多希望用你的真，让我不必再心疼。”
“女人，女人，我答应做个好人，我答应用我一生，来换你的快乐一生。”

好友结束了第四段恋情。
我：是否觉得愧疚？（对于四个前女友）
他：不是每一个都有。这一个并不会很愧疚。
我：为什么？
（了解了故事的来龙去脉，我也略知一二。。）

好人的定义在哪里？我能说好友不是好人吗？客观地说，当然不。
然而，就像以上的歌词，女人总是感叹男人不是好人，无法真心真意去珍惜女人。
男人却给了个承诺，会让女人快乐一生。

两性关系永远是复杂的。
或许好友的恋爱经验丰富，他坦然地与我分享了男人如何看待女人，种种如果找的人生伴侣，他所会顾虑到的因素。从中，有了少许的领悟和同感。。

The people around me...

2009-07-14T23:18:00.007+09:00

Recently, quite happenings actually..
In a sudden, so much changes on the people around me,they are blessed,surprised,shocked,disappointed,confused..

She,
who is the luckiest lady among my friends..be the first one to get married among all my uni friends. Her life later would be much envied by many many gals..
So so hangfuk le...

She,
once i believed she can be the one whom I can close with.I found out something which she was hiding behind me. I treated her sincerely all the while.Maybe I couldn't judge her in such certain circumstance since my judgement on her before this was: nice, sincere and friendly. I shouldn't have doubt on her personality,right? However, people may change,due to the time..environment..I hope she isn't.Better don't.Sign! Why it's so hard to find someone who can be trusted? Everyone is wearing the mask, protecting ownself..fake??

He,
who is someone disturbing me all the while.He doesn't do much bad things on me.I am the one who make myself struggling in the dilemma.Really don't know how to escape from this kind of stupid thinking.Questioning myself, helpless.Nobody can help me too, it all depends on myself actually.

He,
who is someone confusing me. If he is someone else, I believe he can be someone who i can trust on in my working life.Too bad, he isn't.How I wish I have the magic to do characteristic swapping,haha!!

Well, working life is not like studying life. The people around us are totally different. You would never know who is the one treat you sincerely or who is the one stabbing you behind.Frankly to say,I feel unsecured and..scare..

Today..

2009-05-25T23:06:00.001+09:00

I am....HAPPY today!!!
Feel fresh~
No reasons,that's why I am wondering,haha~

Hairstyle

2009-05-15T23:50:00.003+09:00

A lot of ppl were shocked to see my new hairstyle early of this month.
On the 1st day of my working day with this pretty short new hairstyle, I was nervous on keep asking the opinions. This hairstyle was suggested by the hairstylist of another hair salon which is not that one I visit all the while.And, I left my hair rest for 1 week before coloured.

Maybe my hair is too dark, maybe I was not very good in styling it( too wet look on that day),maybe the first day people saw me in short hair after had been having long hair for years and not used to it...I received bad comments more than the good one.

The worst was,someone who was too much,giving me a very big reaction plus strings of hurting words.
Do I really looked so bad till you feel want to vomit when you were drinking water?
Annoying->on this bad guy!

暧昧

2009-04-29T00:26:00.002+09:00

杨丞琳的成名曲《暧昧》歌词中唱着：“暧昧让人受尽委屈，找不到相爱的证据”
其实并不然，我倒觉得暧昧的时候是甜甜的。。
友达以上，恋人未满的关系无需任何责任，约束，付出。。少了麻烦。。
暧昧，就在似有似无之间，更添加了一些些刺激，摸不着头脑时，心却如小鹿乱撞。。
哈哈哈，好像很有经验的样子？:p

离别是为了重聚

2009-04-15T21:09:00.002+09:00

即使知道会有这么一天，可是没想到那么快。。

踏入社会工作的第一天，Agnes带着懵懵懂懂的我，熟悉一下工作环境。可能频率相同，我们特别投缘，很快就有谈不完的话题。一路来，每一个工作天，还好有她与我作伴。身为同事，我们互相倾诉老板的恶行，讨论着工作上琐琐碎碎的事物。身为朋友，当我无助，烦恼的时候，她一直给予我指导和关怀。我曾经在她面前崩溃大哭，把掩饰的心情不露痕迹地摊开于她的面前。

去年的五月，公司还安排我们一同到日本受训。虽然她只呆一个月，可是我们一起经历了很多，渡过很多快乐又难忘的日子。。
虽说每个人都有自己要走的路，可是离别难免会感伤。尤其是突然的消息，我真的接受不来。对于老板的恶行，她采取了基于保护自己的行动。事情揭发了，是时候还公道了。终于，公司决定让她走，尽早离开这个横行霸道的限制区。就连她自己，也是在今天得到结论，离开公司。当大家还在讶异之时，已经到了放工时间，她也仓促地走了，根本没有什么道别或欢送会。还好，我抓紧时刻，与她边走边谈，承诺着下一次的聚会。

离别时为了重聚，这句话一点也没错。往另一个方面想，她终于脱离了苦海，走向她应走的方向。
祝福她。。

Back to the past...

2009-04-07T00:18:00.004+09:00

I should have been lying on the bed,closed my eyes...and ended up today by lots of dreams.
Wait, i feel like writing something here..

If I got time machine,went back to the past..how would it be?
Time flies,till unbelievable..till unacceptable..till uncontrollable...
It has been 3-6-0!!
I know myself well,am still pretending..I don't feel I am challenging it,sometimes.
But, I have to protect myself, to avoid those unwanted problems and undescribable pain.

Opps...so many "un"s for me..it signs,I refuse to unveil everything..

Ideas to Die

2009-03-31T23:15:00.007+09:00

As usual,planned to make Milo for my breakfast before going to work.
"PIANG~!"
I dropped my tea spoon and it has been broken! :((
This is one of my presents from Mingming,so sad....

It's a bad sign.
I had a bad day today.The dog barked on me by using ridiculous and unreasonable reason!

Ideas for life?
NO! It's Ideas to Die!

我的名字組合

2009-03-21T22:00:00.002+09:00

I got this link from my cousin's blog.
神机妙算
Quite accurate in the definition of my characteristic from my chinese name,hahaha...

整體命格
運勢一生順遂，身邊也不斷會出現貴人照顧，女生比男生更好命！

個性分析
內在想法(女)
*頭腦反應快，模仿學習力強
*個性主動積極，但也急性子
*在不如自己意時會搞小團體，或者做一些挑撥的事
*性格比較激烈急躁，是個耐心不足的女孩子
*對自己要求比較嚴格，在團隊中也不甘願認輸，比較好強

外在行動(女)
*好就好不好就不好，個性非常阿莎力，絕不龜毛
*相信自己人，保護自己人，有時跟大姐頭一樣
*有話直說，不喜歡拐彎抹角
*個性活潑好相處，喜歡交朋友
*脾氣太過火爆，被惹毛則不留情面

感情運(女)
*遇到喜歡的對象只會遠遠欣賞，所以常常錯失好的姻緣
*對於感情外冷內熱，遇到熱烈追求的男生會裝冷而嚇跑對方
*很需要被呵護、寵愛，喜歡被放在手上疼的感覺
*適合早婚，本身容易因為年紀的增長而看淡感情終而不婚
*對於感情不會太執著，保持著隨緣的態度

工作運
對於事業是有企圖心的，但會低調的進行工作計劃，時機成熟時才會讓旁人得知。

財運
財運很旺，只要有信心，勇於追求、不貪心，就可賺大錢。唯要注意口舌災易招破財。

Get to know yourself better...

2009-03-21T12:03:00.004+09:00

Did this quiz through one of Hanni's post..
Dear friends,does this quiz conclude me..accurate?
You may try too..tell me the answer :D
Take the quiz...

Your view on yourself:

You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education

You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are full of energy and confidence. You are unpredictable, with moods changing as quickly as an ocean. You might occasionally be calm and still, but never for long.

她-梁静茹

2009-03-21T10:53:00.002+09:00

梁静茹的情歌，是耳熟能详的。
情歌天后，原因何在？
以前，我并不太了解，觉得是她优美悦耳的歌声及歌曲创作人的杰作吧。。

这一张专辑，她-唱进了我的心坎里。我终于晓得，个中的原因了。。
已经是第十张专辑了，台湾金曲奖的评判们怎么还是那么固执？不懂得表扬这颗宝石，让她一直成为遗珠。
有一届，竟然把最佳女演唱人颁给了蔡依林？！太牵强。。

有实力的歌手，终究有人欣赏的。。会有那么一天，首位马来西亚女歌手将会站上金曲奖的舞台，高举最佳女演唱人的奖座，她。。就是梁静茹。。。

唱进心坎三部曲。。
第一回：沒有如果

第二回：屬于

第三回：别再为他流泪

My Bra Friends

2009-03-08T09:37:00.010+09:00

Early in the Sunday morning,I received a message from Leiteen,who is having her Spore trip with her family these days.

Leiteen:Heart is not a basket for keeping tension and sadness...It is a bouquet for keeping happiness..Let your heart be filled with happiness always..:-)good day to u..

Wah,I felt the support and warmth she gave me since I shared my so-called "sad stories" with her yesterday when we met up at Orchard.She was encouraging me to be stronger.
Then I replied..

Me:Walau morning call ar?haha..btw,i woke up d..i am not joining u al 2day..going 2 education fair n mayb bek 2 office a while,u guys enjoy ya!

Then she replied..
Leiteen:Haha..Actually is wan u to fwd back frenship msg la..Got any ah?

..........炸到!Hahaha..Ok,I replied.
Me:LOL,i thought u created it urself 2 console me oh..haha..mandarin 1 can?

Just few seconds more,she told me it's ok.At the same time,I found one in my Inbox which is about friendship in English version.Then i sent this to her:
A good friend is like a ._(*)-(*)_, BRA. comfortable,supportive,prevents u from falling,holds u tight & is always close to ur HEART..:) HI,BRA!

Got the reply again,
Leiteen:Aiyoh..Is a guy la,somemore not very close wan..Haha..How to fwd to him.Btw,happy woman's day!!

Wahahaa..this moment would be my best mood time in these days. :D
Went Orchard yesterday and had one-day shopping with her..
Leiteen with her weird expression..

Busy contacting with her colleague,though she was having a trip at "over-the-sea".

I found this shoes frame is interesting,with the peacock too!

What kind of Leiteen's expression is?Haha...

Well,anyway..thanks to all my bra friends:Leiteen,Ah Fei,Sheue Teng,Agnes,Hanni,Esther,Sheryl,Shy Miin,Mingming..and those who is giving me support all the while!~Thanks for listening when I need someone to give vent to..:p
I never feel shy..I LUV U ALL~~

Fail again

2009-03-06T23:11:00.008+09:00

For those who read my blog,would question:Why am I so pessimistic?Why always sad?
Why so emotional?Why never mention on anything which make you happy in your life? Why never manage your life properly?
I think:I just wish to write down how bad I am,to..keep reminding myself.

Too bad, I fail again these days.
I am really stressed.So many things happened concurrently.

Never expect,the application would be so.I don't wish to take the challenges which I have no confidence all the while.What make it worse is,seems like many people have known about this incident,am embarrassed.I blamed it to someone and questioned him for doing so.In fact,I misunderstood him..haih..What's the moral of the story behind when the similiar case happened before?I am getting to lose trust on him.Even she,also told me she has the same point of view with me.

I can't bear what my senior did on me.Can I classify it as 工报私仇? The abrupt changes was too obvious.I couldn't figure out what did I do and make him turn into another person? Nope,she said:"This is actually his real and original personality!!"Then how about the previous one??? I should really very be careful on this kind of person..

Impulsive,which drives me to make everything messy all the times.I threw all my emotions and stresses I beared these days on him,whom I shouldn't do so!!I was really rude and had said something which really could hurt someone deeply.I had taken the initiative to apologize;even twice.No response yet.Haih,sad and regret;the wound is getting hard to be healed.Who did it?Erm,both contributed it..in such a long time.

I don't have the courage to foresee what will happen in the future,because I would dream on everything is going on perfectly.In real world,it won't be as good as what we wish definitely.What for to think so much??
四个字：死性不改！

You,you and you

2009-03-01T01:42:00.007+09:00

It has been quite a long time i din blog..
Busy..nothing special to write,doesn't like what I did when I was in Japan..
Had my Japanese test this morning,it wasn't so hard,hope i can really pass it and show it to my boss in the coming performance review.

Oh ya,mention on boss,feel i am getting dislike him..I can't get use to the way he manages us, the way he controls us, the narrow-minded he has..(surprisingly,i just get to know these after working under his guidance for more than 1 year already)

Mention on boss,I have to mention my senior.Why?I feel uneasy the way he treats me..He is teaching me a lot;however,he is too much sometimes.Heard about his previous bad record,I know my decision is right.

Still have to work in Panasonic for 1 more year.The boss, the senior, the working environment..wish i can escape from here...Well,I CAN'T BREAK BOND!! Furthermore,the economy downturn has caused many people being retrenched.I got a job;and mostly will be saved in the coming months.I can't complain anymore,am i right?

The final you,whom I really wish to list down all the bad things you did and you are doing towards me!(It might take hours to complete it!)
You are such a coward!!Never imagine these stupid things would happen on me.Never know that you are so cruel,so bad,so selfish,so inconsiderate,so egoistic...
My cousin encountered the same problem recently.I consoled her by telling my story and sharing my experience to her.I wished to let her know that I know how she is feeling now and she isn't in such a bad condition if compared to mine.Really hope that she won't take months in those struggling and be confident in the future encounter.

I am building my strength to face you.I know it's hard;but,i must.As Sheue Teng said:
"Why you choose to wear high heels which make your leg painful but never wear sports shoes which make you feel more comfortable?" Exactly.I have decided to throw this high heel away and find a pair of sports shoes which really suits me!

梁静茹-属于

2009-02-01T23:41:00.003+09:00

梁静茹的最新佳作。。

我坚持的都值得坚持吗
我所相信的就是真的吗
如果我敢追求我就敢拥有吗
而如果都算了不要呢
或许吧或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧或许我太天真了吧
属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
我们还要努力
属于风的那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的那就汹涌吧
属于我们的爱该来的就来吧
为什么不敢呢不要呢
是他吧命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧他原来就在这里啊

CNY wishes from..

2009-01-20T22:24:00.003+09:00

Received Chinese New Year wishes from Mingming..

2009

2009-01-11T21:01:00.006+09:00

已经是1月11号了。2008对我来说。。
可算是多姿多彩？高潮迭起？丰富充实？
有喜有乐，经历了许多人生应迈入的阶段。

工作上，面临了种种的人情事务，让我获益，也让我苦恼。公司给了我机会，到日本受训三个月，真的丰富了我的人生经验。踏遍日本几个主要城市，体验到人人口中常说日本人如何埋头苦干的精神，结识了一群平易近人的日本同事，最难得的是，我认识了明明。我们一见如故，总有说不完的话题，分享不完的故事；让我在孤单的异乡感受到丝丝的暖意。

生长在大家族的我，亲朋戚友多得不胜枚举。然而，就在12月尾，他，离开了我们。。
四个月前，他的一群侄儿侄女围绕着他，心中都祈祷着他能更坚持地对抗病魔！现实永远属于残酷，我们永远怀念~

感谢你，走进我的人生，为它增添不同的调味料。先甜后苦，我都尝了。接下来呢？该磨练到何时才肯罢休？

2009，不谈什么目标，不论什么大计，只求：健健康康地活着，就最足够了~

再见~

2008-12-29T00:06:00.005+09:00

他离开了。。

不舍，因为老天抢走了一个尚可在这五花八门的世界享受人生的人。。
欣慰，因为他终于解放了，摆脱折磨人的病痛，去到他应到的极乐世界。。

我不顾失约于阿妃，最后决定去KL探病。情况危急，担心若我连他最后一面也见不到，或许我会后悔一辈子。
我与他还说了好几句话，他显得好累；最后一句：“要小心啊！”仍深烙在我心中，永远都在。

人生无常，我们永远不知道下一刻将会发生什么事。珍惜身边所有的一切，活在当下。
或许，我应该更豁达，看开一点；再如何烦恼，气恨，也只让自己不快乐。
我要为自己加油，试着更圆滑地掌控自己的人生。。

真爱

2008-12-28T18:19:00.004+09:00

什么是真爱？

有一对年龄相差十岁的夫妻，丈夫是一个垂死的癌症病患者，妻子是一个平易近人，为患病四年的丈夫照顾得无微不至的善良女子。

丈夫对妻子说：我对不起你。。
妻子回答：我没有遗憾。。

我流下感动的眼泪，这才是真爱！

从一开始到现在，已经一年了。我有种被牵着鼻子走的感觉。渐渐地，我们越行越远，有如两个陌生人，从不放慢脚步地擦身而过。我应该如何面对？茫然。
我以为秉持着诚恳，信任，就会更释怀。然而，当初的谎言一而再，再而三地被侦破。
选择逃避，我觉得你好自私；一味地只照着本身的意愿，并不顾虑我的感受！

用责任经营爱情

2008-12-08T10:42:00.002+09:00

I wish to share a meaningful article here.
Adopted from one of my cousin's post in her blog.

两个人在一起久了，摩擦当然也多了。一段感情要如何经营才能白头到老、永结同心？

两个人要一起走到世界的尽头靠的是什么呢？

是相爱吗？

是容忍？

是包容？

是依赖？

还是。。。？？？

曾经有个患上癌症的病人这样问道一堆血气方刚情、窦初开的青少年们。

他一副历经沧伤的样子回答：”经营一段感情靠的是—责任。”

一位少女迫不期待的问道：”什么责任？”

可能他经历过了，所以才能深深体会”责任”如何让两个人常相厮守吧！

青少年们地坐在一旁静静听着他述说着感人的故事。。。。。。

男女在一起从喜欢到相爱，从拍拖到结婚，双方从爱情升华到亲情。责任就从此一点一点地坚守着重任，背负着使命把一段感情延续下去！

男女结婚后，男人必须背负起做个好老公的责任赚钱养家。而女人呢？当然是在家里做个贤妻煮好饭菜等待在外忙碌一天的丈夫下班！

有了小孩后，男人更是要做个好爸爸树立个好榜样让孩子学习。而女人呢？女人也要成为好妈妈，照顾好家庭与孩子。

孩子长大后，爸爸妈妈更要为孩子的前途操心，为他们的将来担心。

孩子结婚后，不知不觉爸爸妈妈也老了，责任也渐渐减轻了，时间也到了。。。

就这样一段由责任经营的爱情就悄悄地走到了尽头。。。。。。

那位癌症患者的妻子因为负起当太太的责任，任劳任怨不离不弃地照顾患病的丈夫一路走到现在！虽然路途坎坷，但从他们的身上我学会了一起吃苦的幸福。。。！！！

也许你会觉得这样的爱情很传统观念，但回头想想，传统观念的婚姻不是更能白头到老吗？因为责任所以计较得少。现代的婚姻没有安全感，离婚率也高！若能白头到老的话，哪怕是传统的爱情观念也不妨试试！！

2008-11-19T20:32:00.001+09:00

第一句
沒有一百分的另一半　只有五十分的兩個人

第二句
付出真心　才會得到真心　卻也可能傷得徹底
保持距離　就能保護自己　卻也註定永遠寂寞

第三句
通常願意留下來跟你爭吵的人　才是真正愛你的人

第四句
有時候　不是對方不在乎你　而是你把對方看得太重

第五句
冷漠　有時候並不是無情　只是一種避免被傷害的工具

第六句
如果我們之間有1000
步的距離　你只要跨出第1步
我就會朝你的方向走其餘的999 步

第七句
為你的難過而快樂的　是敵人
為你的快樂而快樂的　是朋友
為你的難過而難過的　就是那些　該放進心裡的人

第八句
就算是believe　中間也藏了一個lie

第九句
真正的好朋友　並不是在一起就有聊不完的話題
而是在一起　就算不說話　也不會感到尷尬

第十句
朋友就是被你看透了　還能喜歡你的人

Cape No.7

2008-11-16T00:05:00.001+09:00

I have watched Cape No.7(海角七号),the first Taiwan movie..for me.

Reason?
See this..
No idea on whether it should be classified as a worth-watching movie or just a common movie.Maybe I don't how to evaluate it.
Once again,the movie song attracted me,more than the movie storyline.
A soft song performed by Van Fan(范逸臣) in the movie,named 国境之南.

I am 24 officially!!

2008-11-10T22:54:00.008+09:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF!!!

Birthday cake~

Shelly and me,both were borned on 10th of November.

Sheryl,who is my best buddy at Spore~

For those who don't know,FYI,Sheryl and Shelly are sisters.
Thanks gals~

Thanks Ah Nyiah for joining the dinner.
Thanks King of FFK(who is driving A380) for paying the bill,hahahha!!

3 Bad Days before Birthday

2008-11-09T23:01:00.011+09:00

I had experienced 3 bad days just right before my birthday.

Day 1: 06-11-08(Thursday)
It would be the worst conversation between me and my boss ever.He is too RUDE!! I was wondering if he wished to advise me,can he used such a rude tone?It showed he didn't respect me.I can't bear on someone who never respect me but instead of hoping I show my respect towards him/her.

Day 2: 08-11-08(Saturday)
I received a bad news.My uncle was admitted to hospital again.All the while after he has diagnosed cancer,he is so optimistic in fighting it.However,his condition is getting worse and in critical now.Praying hard for him because he is still young.And,he is a nice & kind guy indeed.

Day 3: 09-11-08(Sunday-the worst)(which is TODAY!!)
Jisong asked me to meet him and the other mmu friends at Vivo around 6pm for dinner(as what they mentioned for my birthday celebration).For the friends around me who know me well,they would know I am a punctual person.Normally,I will reach on time or even earlier.I seldom late in case I am really in urgent condition.Planned to leave home earlier a bit to buy something at Vivo.Reached around 5.15pm,I received a message from Jisong and he told me the rest can't make it.All ffk,so the dinner will be postponed to tomorrow.(Though he has known I have dated tomorrow earlier.)
I was stunned.It was such ridiculous!! Informed me at 5.15pm,just 45 mins before the meeting time.Somemore,I am staying at Bedok,not Sentosa!!

Bo Bian~Even though is alone,how also I should pamper myself.Stopped at Fig & Olive Cafe which is located somewhere near the sea.

Ordered Grilled Dory Mushroom.

After finished,left(don't wish to waste my time there.),captured this photo after sunset.

Moral of the story is: NEVER EVER FFK to me at the last minute!!!

P/S: This is my 111th post!!And tomorrow is 081110~~So ngam le!

Emotional

2008-11-04T23:59:00.003+09:00

I told Agnes today,I am an emotional person indeed. Use tears to..release,because of..overflow?!
Well,back to normal,I have very bad English command all the while.When I start blogging,I would use chinese to express what do I feel..

Channel changed.

宁愿一切回到原点。
宁愿一切从没发生。
情绪化的个性-高高低低。再次，我又低落了。为了一件事，不停地反反复复；为了同一件事，不自由主地在枕边落泪。矛盾-有时以为豁达了，有时却死性不改地钻牛角尖；有时以为轻松了，有时却感觉那么地紧绷。
Agnes说：我想看的是港剧，故事鲜明，紧凑，而不是台剧，那么拖拖拉拉。何时才是大结局？
我也想知道结局会是如何？
如果，我不那么情绪化，或许我不会烦恼。
如果，我不那么在乎，或许我不会执着。
如果，我。。
那么多如果，也只是假设。。
烦！！

加油

2008-10-31T22:37:00.002+09:00

刚才，你述说着那个坏消息。
我只能以过来人的身份，说些积极与鼓励的话。
这一切并不是世界末日，一时或许难以接受，需要时间来消化。
乐观地面对人生。

加油~

Birthday present from Japan

2008-10-28T20:41:00.005+09:00

Wow!!
It's the first time I received birthday present in such an early time.This has really surprised me because it came from Japan!! :D
Birthday present(in pink) with a letter.

This is a special cotton for facial use.I am still wondering on how to use it correctly,haha~~

I feel very happy~Nay,I am SO SO SO touched after reading the letter.
The content of the letter acts as an amazing power to make me feel that I am really appreciated and treasured.

"如果全世界我也可以放弃，至少还有你值得我去珍惜；而你在这里，就是生命的奇迹。"

"其实你的率真，诚恳，是好宝贵的!"

Thank you so much~~I miss you!!

Shopping at IKEA

2008-10-27T20:38:00.006+09:00

It's long weekend.But,I spent it here due to some reasons.
Did a shopping at IKEA today.See what I have bought...

First item: Ram Frame

Second item: Syntes Bowl

Third item: Marius Stool

This is so-called the "BEFORE" and "AFTER". Hehehe~~

Searching for...

2008-10-27T00:56:00.002+09:00

I decided to write a post here for...my song-searching!!
I heard an English song from radio station a few days ago.I couldn't catch the lyrics or even the singer and song title.
It's from a guy.
I like that song,though I heard it in the first time,can I call it "love in first hearing"??After that day,I tuned to the English station and hoped that able to listen to that song again,got the song title and downloaded it.
However,I don't listen to it anymore..Seeking help from colleagues by humming the chorus tunes,Agnes said: It sounds like an Indian song...?? LOL
Ok,I asked it from Leiteen. She said: I don't know this song,maybe you are out of tunes.
Really?
Anyone can help?

知足

2008-10-23T21:51:00.002+09:00

知足不一定是已经得到的，更可能是知道会失去什么。

多少人懂得珍惜？

2008-10-07T21:42:00.002+09:00

常言道：我们应珍惜身边的人，今日不知明天事，人总在失去后才后悔。
然而，有多少人真正懂得如何去珍惜？

只有健康出现问题的人，才懂得注意饮食，多吃蔬果，少吃煎炸食物，少吃快餐，不吃零食等垃圾食物。
只有生病的人，才知道治疗过程的可怕，甚至若已到无药可救的地步，心中就持有等待死亡降临的恐惧。
只有突然间失去亲人的人，才后悔当初没好好陪他/她，多与他/她闲聊，从而体会到人生的无常。

原来，经历过才懂得珍惜！
但是，体会到的人，无法承受一次又一次的警惕！！

搬，不搬

2008-09-30T23:42:00.004+09:00

搬家了。
拖延了近半年的时间，终于换了个环境，多了点私人空间。
这一次的搬迁，或许能以“历经波折”来形容。
还好，诗娜愿意听我大吐一切关于搬家的口水，真是谢了！

心灵上，我仍固执地不愿搬迁。到目前为止，并不知道是好是坏。
我任性地坚持着我的倔强与执着。
人的命运就好像命中注定般，无论是机缘巧合或是擦肩而过，我们能做的也只有接受。
老天爷想绕圈圈，也只能说束手无策，而乖乖就犯。。。

Singapore F1 Grand Prix

2008-09-27T10:17:00.006+09:00

I am not a big fan of F1.Though,I would read the news related to the racing sometimes and maybe watch the telecast of Malaysia F1 at Sepang.
Last night,had dinner with Sheryl and Yeeteng.City hall was crowded with people because of Singapore F1 Grand Prix!!
Dinner+Shopping...then we decided to have 2nd round at some place to continue our gossip. :p
Found a nice cafe...

And...
It's so near to the racing street circuit!!

Opening practice for the Grand Prix was going on.Numerous cars were practicing the new circuit for the preparation of the racing on Sunday night.
Can't capture any photo on the cars because they are soooo fast!! :p

100th Post!!

2008-09-18T22:23:00.002+09:00

Wah,this is the 100th post of my blog!!
What should I write?

Well,I like this song recently,阿信&丁噹-走火入魔.

向一个好友介绍了这首歌。虽然我喜欢歌中的歌词，但我还是提醒她别像歌词意境般走火入魔。说时容易，做时难。当我们陷入情况时，才能真正地体会到当事人的感受。
人生如戏，高潮迭起的剧情，竟然发生在生活里。经历了这些事，我真的觉得：人的感觉太奇妙了！！

脑海中不断浮现某个朋友给我的一个比喻。
"A已经存在着，B不但要迁入，还要赶走A"
简单的一个例子，且是最贴切的。

林宥嘉-伯乐

2008-09-07T21:19:00.002+09:00

由林宥嘉诠释，又一首马来西亚的词曲创作，来自彭学斌。
无论在什么领域，每个人都希望能够遇上伯乐。。

Pei Yin's wedding dinner

2008-09-04T22:07:00.007+09:00

My cousin,Pei Yin was married on the last weekend. Leiteen was very pretty with her white dress that night,but she warned me don't upload her photos..hahaha,ok, just followed her wish. :p

The pretty bride

Cute Jia Ying..

Sister & Cousins

One of my closest cousin,Yvonne.

Peiyin used the present I bought for her from Japan as the decoration for the car..
The Lavender Lover

突然累了

2008-09-01T22:19:00.000+09:00

我觉得好累。。
是在蹉跎时间吗？还是在坚持着不知道结局的执著？
人，能来到这五花八门的世界是幸福的。因为注定，我们拥有所拥有的，这让我们学着懂得去珍惜。
近期，我才发现，我更应懂得分辨谁才是真正珍惜我的人，从而也珍惜对方。
无论如何，我要不断地为自己加油！！

Convocation

2008-08-31T10:58:00.005+09:00

Photos uploaded on Brother's convocation..

Piggies gathering

2008-08-28T22:55:00.010+09:00

Went to KL to attend my bro's convocation at UTAR and grabbed some times to gather with the piggies,at the same time to celebrate Fei's birthday.
However,Caseen couldn't join us, Maggie was busy in her work and cancelled her trip to KL.The worst is on Lai Yin Fei,she was dreaming and thought our gathering is in the afternoon??!! So,she ffk us and didn't join us at last.
Well,she has to treat us meal next time,hehe...

Happy to gather with the rest..Our dinner at Marche and The Coffee Bean were full of laughing through my sharing of life experience at Japan, teasing on Yifen for the "keychain story" and Snoopy's "finger-sad-story". Hahaha....

I was talking and laughing non-stop till forgot to pose properly. :p

Leiteen said:Even how slim I am, my face still the same!! :(

Waisan is becoming more and more pretty...

Wah..sexy yewyian..

Fire and Rescue!!Only two of us dare to take photo in front of this,haha~

We are engineers!!

Hope to see you guys again soon!!

今日醒思

2008-08-18T23:35:00.003+09:00

今天,有个人对我说：
不要为了一棵树，而放弃整个森林！
或许，我应该好好地想一想。。。

He..

2008-08-17T10:59:00.007+09:00

I don't wish to keep repeat saying how talented he is. :p
Again,just like his previous albums,I like his latest album sooo much~~

心情篇

2008-08-17T08:07:00.000+09:00

心理闹钟依然正常操作，又是一个早起的早晨。
回来后，生活开始忙碌了。不单单只是预期中的工作，还有一些大小事，正充实着我的生活。换个角度想：也好，生活不能只是一张单调的白纸，涂上色彩，才会更精彩。
然而，要处理的事情越多，烦恼自然地也就随着增加。尤其是到了做决定的时候，担心着会留下的错误，遗憾，后悔。。
我一直不断地提醒自己：经一事，就要长一智。最近，我又做了一件很傻又无知的事，对自己总是搞砸事物而责怪自己。正如王菲，她也和我一样唱着：我也不想这么样，反反覆覆。。。

Home Sweet Home

2008-08-10T22:17:00.002+09:00

Yes!!
I am back to Malaysia.
I was excited to share my wonderful experiences with my family.
And...they said I am thinner..hehe,happy oh~~
Ok,going back to Singapore soon,for the new project assigned..
Aja Aja Fighting!!

LAST

2008-08-06T20:46:00.008+09:00

Finally,I am going to leave Japan.
Grab some times to write my last post at here before continuing my packing.
Gonna thanks to...
My beloved teachers: Deguchi-san and Yamashita-san

My friendly colleagues,let's GAMBATEH!!

My best buddy at here: Mingming
I would damn bored without her companion at Japan.

And...
My FERRARI with its lucky number,No.6!!

Sayanora Japan!!
Warmest home,I AM COMING BACK~~

烟火的季节

2008-08-03T17:56:00.006+09:00

Hanabi again!! This time,we went to Hisai to see the firework which lasted for 1 hour.I couldn't manage to take many photos,because my camera's battery was flat. :(

Luckily,I still able to snap this. Mingming,Nakagawa-san,Yamanaka-san and Ohtsu-san.

Saturday Morning

2008-08-02T07:10:00.004+09:00

It's early morning of a lovely Saturday.I don't spend it on my bed;but,wake up...at the time earlier than the normal time I wake up for work!!I couldn't sleep well last night and was keep thinking of the mistake which I had made.Hope everything will be going on fine.Praying hard...
Well.Time flies,it's my last weekend at Japan.Weimei was asking me: How do you feel of going to leave Japan?I think it's such complicated and hard to be described.To simplify it, maybe I will conclude it as HAPPY+SAD.

HAPPY?Because...
Home sweet home.Was away for nearly 3 months,I miss my family definitely.Though I was not as homesick as expected before came here,to be together with family members still is the warmest.
The food.I miss home-cooked food and some local food.Japanese food is nice;but,not for everyday.One of my friend told me last night,wherever we are,Malaysia food still is the best.Agree.Maybe it's because we have used to it already.
Friends.I always treasure the moments I spend with my friends.They have made my life alive and full of fun.I am waiting to meet my gang at KL.Haha...Leiteen,Ah Fei,Yifen,Waisan,Maggie and Snoopy,we are going to meet up soon!!

SAD??Because...
Japan is really a wonderful country.3-months-time would be too short for me to explore this country.There are much more nice places which I havn't visited,such as Kobe, Miyajima, Hokkaido, Takayama, Mount Fuji, Kyushu, Yokohama..Hope I have the chance to come here again.(But not during summer!!)
My colleagues at Japan.Frankly,thank so much to them in guiding me throughout this training.They are really helpful,friendly and willing to teach me a lot.Special thanks to Deguchi-san.Haha..He is such a nice and funny person who has made my working life at Japan full of laughing.
The working environment at Japan.I felt I was wasting my time at PEDSG before I was sent to Japan.However, I was keep telling myself:be patient,and see how it will be after back from training since it's a good opportunity to be given this offer to learn and experience the life here.Though there's bond,I will take it as a challenge.Just like a saying:天下没有白吃的午餐.Sometimes,life is just like in the balancing of give and take.

Lastly,I still wish to emphasize one thing:I am really proud to be Malaysia Chinese!!
Haha..why?The Japanese,the Chinese from Hongkong,China are so envy us on knowing so many languages.They say,it would be no problem for me to stay at any country in Asia.But,I think my Japanese level should be much more upgraded.No more body language.Haha!!

东京之旅

2008-07-30T21:51:00.016+09:00

My first ride of bullet train,which is known as Shinkansen(新幹線)had brought me to...TOKYO!!

Visited Sensoji Temple at Asakusa.The entrance to the temple is the Kaminarimon or "Thunder Gate".

For the Kaminarimon,what's related with Panasonic(松下电器)??

Tokyo Tower

Odaiba

Rainbow Bridge (daylight view)

Rainbow Bridge (night view)

So lucky to see the largest Hanabi(花火)in Tokyo,which lasted for one and half hours!!

Had hanging around Shibuya,Shinjuku,Ginza,Harajuku,Omotesando.
The symbol of Ginza,Ginza Wako...was under renovation!!

Omotesando

Thank you so much to Kimhuey for being my tour guide;and Zhan Wei for providing lots of travel information. :D
More photos updated soon..

Eyelashes drop

2008-07-24T21:41:00.005+09:00

These weeks,I found out my eyelashes dropped frequently,even Mingming also said:
You are eyelashes-drop-girl.
How come?
I am afraid if there's any problems in my health.So,I did some info-searching just now.However,I couldn't find any details about the reasons behind it.I just able to find some interesting explainations as below:

"they say someone is actually missing u .."

"When ur eyelashes drop it normally means your eyelash fell out n you make a wish, meant to be lucky."

"It doesn't particularly have some deep meaning when an eyelash falls out. It is a natural process where eyelashes tend to have a lifespan on ur eyelids for about 100-150 days."

Even so, I like this:

"Why do we make a wish when eyelashes drop?
We see dreams,visualise our future and better life with eyes..so when the eyelash parts with the eyelid - you make a wish and blow it away thinking it will push forward your dreams and quicken your journey to your dream. "

Just treat this as the reason!! :)

Osaka(大阪)

2008-07-22T21:00:00.019+09:00

Osaka(大阪),Japan's third largest and second most important city.
The junction at Dotonbori.

The famous food,Okonomi-yaki.

Namba HIPS,a building to let you experience the freefall ride starting at 74 metres above ground level by paying 1000yen or about S13.

Yodobashi Camera(Umeda),a chain store mainly selling electronic products.

Umeda Sky Building,173 metres tall and connected by "Floating Garden Observatory". It offers a great view of the city.

The nightview of Osaka.

Dotonbori(道顿堀),a popular shopping and entertainment district.

Kani Doraku crab sign.

Glico Running Man.

I was holding Sony in front of Olympus.:D

Shinsaibashi Shopping Arcade(心斋桥),the place where we spent most of our time here.

And at last,we left Osaka with......
Hahahaa...

I MISS

2008-07-14T22:57:00.005+09:00

Oh My God!!
I am homesick after read a post titled "家" from a friend's blog.
Grandpa,Grandma,Dad,Mum,Brother,Sisters,Uncles,Aunties,Cousins!
Today,there's someone said to me:"It's time to grow up d la!! Not so childish le!!"
Yup,I admit.I am childish,and still behave like a small kid who doesn't wish to leave the warmest home.
Allow my indulgence.
Again,photos are my doctor who can cure me by now.

了解自己

2008-07-13T23:12:00.004+09:00

竟然有人在这么短的时间内，那么了解我。一句话，明确地道出我的致命伤。而且，也让我有点恍然大悟，我正是如此。
这段人在异乡的日子，我察觉自己好像变了。仿佛一直在了解自己，却遇上了一个那么了解我的人，真的有点意外。。
记住该记住的，忘记该忘记的。改变能改变的，接受不能改变的。
人活着最实在的感觉就是知道自己每一天都在进步中。庆幸的是，这些日子我感受到了！

More understandings on Japan culture..

2008-07-13T15:46:00.021+09:00

Iga Ueno(伊賀上野)is famous of Ninja.No wonder,one of Jay Chou's famous song-忍者,the chorus of the lyrics is "伊贺流忍者的想法只会用武士刀比划" !!
Ueno Castle

Even the train to Ueno also painted as so.

Ninja Museum of Igaryu.The last time I visited museum would be 'N' years ago,till I can't remember how old I was during that time.

Matsuri(祭),Japanese word for festival.And,I got the chance to participate the celebrations at Matsusaka.Booths selling food,souvenirs and stalls with carnival games were set up along the streets.

There were around 5 or 6 shrines and temples joined the mikoshi parade this year.Some were carried by kids,while some by adults.

Several mikoshi were placed at the junction of the route before the event was started.

The big drum.

Kyoto(京都)

2008-07-06T19:43:00.018+09:00

There are many many temples and shrines in Kyoto.Paid a visit to 2 of the famous temples:Kiyomizudera(Pure Water Temple-清水寺)and Kinkakuji(Golden Pavilion-金阁寺).
The entrance of Kiyomizudera.

The main hall of the temple.

Praying for 幸福(hangfuk).

There is one shrine called Jishu Shrine,a shrine dedicated to the deity of love.Two stones are placed several apart from each other in front of the shrine,which are called "Love-fortune-telling" stones.If you walk safely from the front stone to the other with your eyes closed,it's said to bring luck in your love live.But,nobody was trying it,haha!!

Oh ya,I spotted this cute dog on my way left the temple.I was wondering the use of the "plastic" put at its neck..no answer till now.

Kinkakuji,a temple building which is covered in gold.

Just drop 100yen to get a fortune slip.If you receive a excellent,very good,pretty good or good slip,then just bring it along;if you receive the others,just tie the fortune slip in the designated place of the temple. There are many languages for choices,so,I picked the chinese one.And,I receive a VERY GOOD fortune slip!!:D

Kawaii desune~

Kyoto Station-I was amazed by the building design!!

干物女

2008-07-02T21:50:00.003+09:00

刚才搜索着一些新歌下载，发现了一首单曲，林宇中的〈干物女〉。毫无犹豫，我欣赏的歌手！马上下载！
原来曲是他与林俊杰合唱的MyFM台歌，可是，歌词不同了。。嗯，什么是干物女？

「干物女」指的是像香菇、干贝一样「干巴巴」的女人，是日本传来的流行词汇。「干物女」是指基本放弃恋爱，凡事都说「这样最轻松」的年轻女子。她们假日几乎都在家里睡觉，穿着高中时代的体育服装，歪斜躺着看电视。这原本是日本漫画「萤之光」里廿七岁的女主人公雨宫萤的生活状态，现在则是许多年轻白领女子的生活写照。

这是女版的宅男吗？哈哈。。
无论如何，林宇中的作品，仍然有一定的水准。

詞曲：林宇中
歌詞：為了一根草鮮花變黑藻舍棄了傾城的美貌
不保養不逛不化妝想他就睡到飽
干物女走不出情傷八點檔看到淚汪汪
他說的謊滿滿塞著窗房間早就沒陽光
我來為你拆墻拆掉滿間荒涼久違的涼爽喝我燉的熱湯
分手的傷口不痛不癢我要每個天亮綁架你去閑逛
天黑看月光我愛你蹈火赴湯換你瞬間開朗
干物女走不出情傷門關上獨自零食趴
沒那么灰暗別那么傻讓我當你的陽光
我來為你拆墻拆掉滿間荒涼久違的涼爽聽我彈彈唱唱
唱一首你知道我在等你嗎我要每個天亮綁架你去閑逛
天黑看月光我愛你蹈火赴湯換你瞬間開朗
用你的漂亮用你的光芒換我瞬間開朗

Self-made Calendar

2008-06-30T22:47:00.004+09:00

It reaches half of the days I would spend in Japan. I did this after few days of my arrival at Japan. I told Leiteen about this,and she said: You thought you are in PRISON ar??!!
LOL

电影-花樣男子

2008-06-28T23:02:00.003+09:00

For those who have watched Hana Yori Dango(the dramas)like ME, would like to watch this movie too. It is showing at Japan cinema starts from today.
Nice movie song from Arashi's One Love.

路..一直都在

2008-06-26T21:55:00.009+09:00

陈奕迅的〈路..一直都在〉，歌词很有意思，这正是我们面对人生应持有的正面态度!!
The chorus is:

That's just life 寻找梦里的未来
That's just life 笑对现实的无奈

不能后退的时候不再傍徨的时候

永远向前路一直都在

USJ-いきました!!!

2008-06-25T21:08:00.021+09:00

As usual, I never waste my weekends at Japan!! :p The plan to Universal Studios Japan was ON!!

Reached there before 9am, it had been crowded by people who were waiting at the entrance.

Roller coaster!!

Sesame street performance

The Jurassic Park Ride, which lasts for around 5 mins, but took us one hour for the queue!

The gang: Homer(Hongkong), Terence(Singapore), Huanming(China) and Xiaofu(China)

Not much photos taken that day because the precious time was spent in q-ing for games. We just able to PASS BY the Hard Rock Cafe since we were rushing to catch the last train back to Matsusaka. what a pity~Anyway,enjoy the day with the rest!!

明明+敏敏

2008-06-22T20:27:00.007+09:00

来了日本，才知道一直以来在工作上以电邮联系的明明也在隔一天抵达松阪，一样呆到八月。她，给我的第一印象：娇小玲珑，皮肤白皙，文静。相处的日子久了，渐渐发现她其实不是想象中那么文静，开始与我一起“作恶多端”了，哈哈。。

昨夜，由于在她的宿舍留宿，与她分享了好多对不同事物的想法。无独有偶，我俩的思维竟然那么地类似。说开了，共同的话题越来越多。好久没遇到这样能够把心敞开，豁达地表露自己的知音人了。踏入社会工作以后，初期的懵懂，却是让我碰了不少钉子；无形中，待人处事总会为自己披上一件保护外衣，不能重蹈覆辙。让而，如果我处理得不妥，其实是自私。我不想这样。。

对着明明，我却忘我地扯了一大堆，我也不知为什么。。还好，接下来的日子有她陪伴，心中的某一个引爆器能够在与她一同疯癫的日子暂时搁在一旁。

明明-一个来自中国广东的同事+敏敏-一个来自马来西亚柔佛到狮城讨生活的乡下人。。

思乡

2008-06-16T22:21:00.003+09:00

倚着窗，望向窗外的明月，突然想起李白的名句：

“举头望明月，低头思故乡”
是的，思故乡。此景此刻，我真正体验到了。
离家一个月了，今天不知为何，好想家哦。。或许人在异乡，昨天又传来日本北部发生地震的消息，心中不禁有些感慨。月光下的我，刹那间想念起好多人。我所思念的人，是否也和我一样，欣赏着这一轮皎洁的明月？

It's like dream comes true!!

2008-06-14T21:39:00.016+09:00

An unforgettable day!!
Thanks to Harada-san for bringing us to such a nice place-Aoyama. Nice flowers in Herb Garden.

Lavender

Hiding in the flower sea..

Wind turbines!!
Such similiar scene appeared in the storyline of one TVB drama-<十万吨情缘>,it's like dream comes true that I would be near to them!!

Public Phone

2008-06-11T22:38:00.002+09:00

I found this in a chinese restaurant in Matsusaka just now.
Cute le~

Bazhang+Karaoke+Nara

2008-06-07T23:55:00.013+09:00

It's dumpling festival tomorrow.I miss my mum's Bazhang~
Had video-calling with my family just now,ah shan said she is going to show Bazhang to me tomorrow.Aiyoyo,kek le~
Had a karaoke session with my colleagues.Haha,my favourite!!

Japanese Style K-room

My colleagues:Yamashita,Yoshimura,Hamada,Ohtsu,Huan Ming,Yamanaka and the photographer,Nakagawa.

Went to Nara (奈良),one of the prefectures in the Kinki region of Japan.
The famous Todaiji(東大寺),which is a Buddhist temple and listed as UNESCO World Heritage site.

Daibutsu(大仏)

Kofukuji Temple(興福寺)

Deers are roaming around the temples freely.Quite scare when they came close to me; and so, I was laughed by Agnes,haha..

What I want to say today...

2008-06-05T21:44:00.005+09:00

After the news of the increased petrol price from RM1.92 to RM2.70 per liter was released yesterday, I received complaints from my friends who own cars.
Sheue Teng said: Higher expenses, I am going to eat grass!
Yifen said: I know you cycle to work...
Ya, it seems quite unreasonable to raise the price up for 40%.What is the government's plan? Last week, they had banned foreign-registered cars to buy petrol at border states and just allowed the cars' owners to visit the petrol stations which are located 50km from the border. And this week,it's Malaysians who live in this land suffer for the fuel price increase;at the same time, the ban towards foreign-registered car has been lifted.
If I own a car..I think I won't be calm now. :p
I wish to own a car one day. Even dream on my desired car plate number too,hehe..
However, how am I going to achieve it? Striving hard in engineering field? I doubt.

Today, I was inspired by Ms.Ohtsu and an e-mail forwarded by Caseen. Ohtsu-san is one of my Japanese colleagues. She is 37, a pretty and capable lady who is driving Volkswagen and enjoying her single life. Her passion towards her work is really impressive. How will it be if I am as capable as her?? Hahaha..
While for the meaningful mail, it was concluded by a phrase:

"Skills, knowledge, abilities and experiences are only useful if you are in the right place! Where are you now?"

Ya, I am going to stuck in engineering field for at least 1.5 years more. After that??...will be full of question marks...

My Hostel

2008-06-04T22:49:00.009+09:00

Requested by Yifen.These are some photos taken on my first day in Matsusaka.

一段话

2008-06-03T22:06:00.002+09:00

《最美丽的第七天》里，有一段让我印象深刻的话。。
”男人和女人不同，男人永远都不喜欢说清楚，他们最怕承诺；
女人可不同，女人却喜欢人家说出口。。”

Ise,Toba & Tsu

2008-06-01T19:39:00.014+09:00

Went to Ise(伊勢),Toba(鳥羽)and Tsu(津)with Agnes..

Ise Shrines(Inner Shrine and Outer Shrine),Shinto's most sacred shrines.
The entrance to the Outer Shrine..

Meoto Iwa,two sacred rocks in the ocean,which represent husband and wife and are connected by a shimenawa rope.

Tsu,the capital of Mie Prefecture,the only city in Japan whose name is just consisted by a single word.

高田本山专修寺

There are a lot of students and their parents in this temple today.Erm,don't know what kind of ceremony was going on..

Oh ya..yummy tiramisu,hehe~~

黄俊源&云镁鑫-未来

2008-05-27T22:10:00.005+09:00

播歌器的随机播放，奏起这首好久没听的歌，依然非常喜欢这首歌..

我想要的未来
一直都还有来
也许是我的眼睛不敢睁开
也许幸福刚刚经过我门外
是我自己不敢期待
我离开你的安排
恢复我最熟悉的姿态
把你说过的话背起来
不属于我的精彩

我试着去安排
你想要的未来
只是我的拼图中缺了一块
时间也无法填补这片空白
不知道多久才会释怀
你离开我的安排
恢复你最熟悉的姿态
所有我们曾经的对白
只能在当时精彩

我明白不能离开
却还学不会置身事外
听我回忆喧闹的地带
天空是一片阴霾
未来一直没有来
不管爱或不爱
没有改或不改
幸福无声无息地离开

Matsusaka & Nagoya

2008-05-24T23:39:00.009+09:00

Matsusaka,famous of its beef(oishi~),peaceful..and has lots of paddy fields..
I cycle to work, which takes around 15 mins to reach company from hostel.Agnes captured this photo during a nice sunset a few days ago.

I don't know what's so special on this watermelon,from the understanding on the Kanji,I think it's good for health(to pass urine).Err...it costs 2380yen=S32=RM73!!!

Nagoya,1 and half hours' train journey from Matsusaka.The places nearby Nagoya Station are shopping areas;one of the famous area is Sakae,whose landmark is the TV Tower.

Japan, here I am

2008-05-22T22:52:00.003+09:00

Finally!!I am able to online on my 3rd day in Matsusaka,Japan.
Quite tired today, more days ahead for me to explore this country..will update soon..

终于

2008-05-16T23:38:00.007+09:00

终于,我即将要飞去日本了.
飞到一个陌生的环境,语言不通的国家呆上近三个月的时间.
即期待,又害怕...
庆幸的是,知道居住的宿舍设备不错;又能上网,这能拉近与家人的距离.
三个月的受训,真的能让我增值不少吗?其实,我对我的前途还很茫然.我不像有些人,已经有了很明确的目标.我不能这样蹉跎,可是到目前为止,我真的办不到.有好多计划..不想放弃念书的机会;可是,依旧要在工程系里绕圈子吗?为了利益,还是为了兴趣?我不喜欢做决定,然而,人生就是由大大小小的决定所组成的,我并不能阻止或搁置应做的决定.

心中一直有个不解的谜..希望我拥有一股超能力,能够看透人的思绪,没有猜疑,没有模糊,没有不确定..

不管是行李或是复杂的思绪,我还得整理好,准备出发了..

Postponed again...

2008-05-07T22:54:00.003+09:00

Again,my training's postponed!!
It has been postponed for months,I don't feel like going,no more excitement..
I complained this to Sheue Teng,but she told me:美好的东西是值得等待的。
Erm,she's right.so..i am waiting...
Well,I think I able to catch up the Thomas Cup 2008.It will be started on this 11th and is held in Jakarta.
Two years ago,me and my badminton kaki-Ah Fei were sticking on the tv and giving fully support to our nation badminton team.At last,Malaysia team was lost to Denmark during the semi quarter game.
This year,will Malaysia team win the Thomas Cup?Lee Chong Wei,maintain your steady performance.Koo Kien Kiat and Tan Boon Heong,don't over-prouded by the continuous winnings and neglect your practice.Wong Choon Han,Lee Wan Wah and Chong Tan Fook,fight by your rich experiences.Hafiz,don't main main again,be serious la!!
All the best to our beloved badmintion team!!!

又一首诗。。

2008-05-03T00:51:00.004+09:00

一早到office，知道boss on leave，感觉轻松了些；然而，知道Agnes MC时，我开始慌了，今天我要怎么过？
手头上并没有任何工作，这样的情况，我很怕。最近，特别害怕独处的时候。。
所以近期，我每个周末都奔回家，逃到那温暖牌的避风港，希望时间能过得快一些。

还好，看我闷得发慌，Ah Tye又创作了一首诗给我，不禁让我会心一笑。内容是：
画一画，拉一拉，眼睛眨一眨，
电路画图不好图，图来图去不成图，老板还笑我的图很土；
心里感觉苦又苦，唯有跟同事来诉苦，
可是同事不知我的苦，还敢休假让我自己在受苦。

Wahahhahaa..i am going to show this to Agnes.

Oh ya,Leiteen,Ah Fei,Waisan,Yifen and Maggie are going to gather tomorrow at KL WITHOUT ME!!!
I wish to join u all~~:(

Piggies Wonderland..

2008-05-01T11:43:00.007+09:00

Where are the members of Piggies Wonderland?Hahaha...
One at Spore,one at Penang,three at KL.We have been separated for 1 year.
Took out my picture collections again, i found this picture.Our significant cups:

And, I found another 5 pictures which were taken 15 months ago. These undiscovered pictures are finally revealed!!Haha..Opps, I'm sorry to ltt,fei,ws and caseen,hehe..
Proudly present the craziest fellow:

Smack

The second is:
Sveglia

It's your turn,Tiamo

And..Uffa

Lastly,Ciao..

I miss you all~I hope that my training will be finished fast and I can arrange my time to meet up with you all guys.Friendship forever!!

一首诗和一首歌

2008-05-01T01:11:00.006+09:00

今天的心情是复杂的，我真的不知应如何是好。终于我先开了口，快快地结束不必要的尴尬。
人，在面对问题时，都会自圆其说来保护自己，因为除了你自己，没有人比别人更爱你自己。有时我们确实说了真心话，有时我们会撒谎来保护自己，这是人类在生活中寻求生存的武器，谁也不能怪谁，对吗?

昨天MC，今天Ah Tye问我是不是trace circuit,trace 到病了？哈哈。。他是一个有趣的人，有他在，总有很多笑话。。之后，他竟然写了一首诗给我，真的让我捧腹大笑。内容是：

“为了工作我拼命创作；看到老板我无心振作；
为了同事要和老板合作；为了交差连生病都要做；
完成这任务是我呕心之作。”

收到这首诗，是我今天会大笑的原因，谢了，Ah Tye！！

几天前，Leiteen向我推荐了David Cook的Always Be My Baby.这一季的American Idol，我并没有追看。第一次听到Leiteen send给我的Always Be My Baby(Studio Version)，我深深地被他的声音所吸引。希望他会是最后的胜利者！！:)

27th April

2008-04-27T09:50:00.005+09:00

Time flies. Today is 27th of April,2008.The day which i have been counting for is reaching soon. However, this is not the consequence i want. I claimed my bad encounters these few weeks;nevertheless, life is unpredictable~
What we can do is,face the challenges bravely!!

I am going to miss his concert!! :(
He has a powerful voice and is "Made in Malaysia"!! Hahaha...
http://blog.pixnet.net/garyblue/post/16657425

Decided to have a haircut yesterday to wash away my bad lucks!!

男人。女人

2008-04-20T21:25:00.005+09:00

近来许茹芸的歌曲里，都出现吴克群的作品。半年前的《好听》，还有这首与阿穆隆合唱的《男人女人》。收录在几个月前发行的《北纬66度》。我竟然在最近才发现这首歌曲；喜欢。。不需深奥的歌词也能贴切地表达意境。
这首歌也让我知晓谁是阿穆隆(还蛮帅的:p)，一位来自内蒙古的音乐才子。
下次到KTV，又多一首K歌了，哈哈。。
对了，到目前为止的steady指数是60%，Aja aja fighting!!

我要骂醒我自己

2008-04-18T21:03:00.002+09:00

为什么那么地愚蠢？真的要骂醒我自己，还不懂得看清一个人吗？
女人，应该懂得保护自己，不能一而再，再而三地受伤害，对本身并没有什么好处。
明明是一把锋利的刀，却一直固执地握着。其实，我已松开了手，别那么执著了。
可是，不同的对待竟遭人误解，非常失望。
我必须努力地建立坚强，还有很多很多的事等着我去探索，去做。不久后将离开新马三个月，要到一个陌生的环境去学习如何更独立地生活，更灵活地面对人生的考验。心情还蛮复杂的，我不断地提醒自己：Must be steady!!!
我需要时间，来让我更醒悟一切，来让我跳出那一个框框。。

幸运。幸福

2008-04-11T23:51:00.002+09:00

很多人告诉我：你很幸运。这点我并不否认。比起很多人，我真的比较幸运；所以，我很珍惜我所拥有的一切。
温暖的家，知心的好友，稳定的工作，没有累人的家庭负担。这些幸运换来了很多的幸福。或许我有点贪心，我要的幸福，还缺了点什么。。
毕竟，今天我不幸福。放弃是为了往后更期许的幸福吗？我觉得好可惜，可是我无能为力。老天爱作弄人，知道是时候让我尝尝滋味了。他制造了机缘，却谋夺了机会与时间。不，我希望他还是疼我的，要慢慢地磨练我，最终才让我得偿所愿。
顺其自然，一句常常勉励自己的话。让而，要在过渡期处之泰然，需要无比的坚强和耐力。问题的存在不会因为自然而变卦。。
然而，在建立坚强与整顿我的思绪时，我总是得到雪婷的关心和支持。坦白说，在我的思想成长中，如果没有她，我会更糟。她教会我很多人情世故，让我更理智地面对我的人生。有一位这样的死党，在友谊的国度里，我算是幸运的。。

ANGRY

2008-04-03T21:20:00.002+09:00

I am very very ANGRY now!!~
It has been a long time i would angry on someone for so much and so long.
Ridiculous,unreasonable,childish!! I can't bear on it.
I thought people would know their mistakes and apologize;however,it's the other way:

I AM NOT WRONG.

You give me this answer??
Gonna find some ways to calm down myself first; or else,my health will be greatly affected!!

心情一篇

2008-03-27T21:02:00.005+09:00

一个人的时候，难免会胡思乱想。老毛病又犯了。走到人生的这个阶段，开始真正体验到成长所要付出的代价。难怪SHE会高唱《不想长大》，哈哈。。
是我要求的太多吗？我以为女人本就是如此。平时性格大剌剌的我，也会有想成为小女人的时候。雪婷告诉我，人都会在这个阶段遇到同样的问题，要勇敢地跨越或无能为力地放弃，决定权在于你自己。然而，“说放弃，我放哪里？”这句《我不爱》里的歌词，让我有了同感。可是，这毕竟是一个长远的问题，不能老是重蹈覆辙，又不去解决存在的问题。一句：“我不觉得有问题啊！”，让我哑口无言。
最近看了吴若权的一本书，发现他所分析的，的的确确让我产生共鸣，高举双手赞成。或许，这真是一门学问。如何绞尽脑汁，如何见招拆招；还真的需要时间和努力去了解，解决与经营。糟了，这可难倒我了！
每一次我总是提心吊胆，文字的表达并不能附加任何声色的语调。发信者一句开玩笑似的文字言语，读在收信人的心里可能演变成一句伤透人心的话。但是，这是无从选择的方法，我又能怎样？
人与人之间相处久了，就越能察觉彼此的缺点。要怎么去包容对方的缺点，不是一朝一夕所能办到的。我的性格，也不能为了配合谁而彻底的改变。如果真的能，我，就不是原来的我了。
然，不知道接下来会如何。一件事情的发生，并不是一个人的事，或许牵涉在内的人会更多。谁也控制不了。。

Erm...其实不太喜欢偶像组合的歌，因为觉得他们并没什么两下子。可是，我却喜欢这首歌。可能歌曲穿插了《卡农》吧。。旋律也动听。。

27 Dresses

2008-03-15T11:11:00.010+09:00

Just found out <27 Dresses> is going to be shown in Malaysia's cinemas. I watched this movie in Singapore around 2 months ago. I like this movie though the storyline is quite common.Hehe..

Synopsis:
Jane (Katherine Heigl) is a vivacious New Yorker with a great job, a great apartment and a collection of ugly bridesmaid dresses she’ll never wear again. She is so invested in other people’s love lives that she is guilty of “wedding-hopping”, a feat witnessed by Kevin (James Marsden), a newspaper reporter who realizes that a great story on this always-a-bridesmaid is his ticket off the wedding beat. Jane’s precisely organized life becomes permanently disrupted when sexy younger sister Tess (Malin Akerman) arrives from Europe and immediately captures the heart of George, Jane’s boss (Ed Burns). Accommodating Jane is enlisted to plan yet another wedding, but there’s a serious complication: Jane is secretly, and desperately, in love with George.

下雨天

2008-03-12T20:30:00.003+09:00

连续几天都是下雨天，耳边不断重复《不能说的秘密》里的一段歌词：“最美的不是下雨天，是这与你躲过雨的屋檐。”情景很美，感觉很甜。。
何谓最美？这真是见人见智，每个人的心中都有自己的答案。而我，或许我就让它从缺。
一切太复杂了，再次证明我不能好好地处理情感的事。真不明白自己，为何总是把它搞得一塌糊涂？
雨停了，希望雨过天晴~

古巨基-情歌王

2008-03-01T10:26:00.002+09:00

This is the mandarian version of "geng go gam kot",hahaa...share with you all...
http://rapidshare.com/files/96048986/__21476___24040___22522_-__24773___27468___29579_.wma.html

Touched...

2008-03-01T00:14:00.003+09:00

I am touched till cry...memorable leap year...

Jay Chou

2008-02-24T11:53:00.004+09:00

Thought that with growing ages,i wun like him and admire him so much like last time. Haha..i am wrong. He still very impressed me.
Missed his 2007 The World Tours at Singapore,the reason is: while i still thinking of asking who to go with to watch the concert together,2 nights' concert sold out in 4 DAYS
Couldn't attend the same concert at KL due to some reasons..
Fine,bought a dvd (same concert at Taipei) yesterday. It was really different with his previous concerts. More new ideas are injected to surprise everyone. Who say he doesn't have any improvement though he was busy in his movie and some directing stuff? More dances from him, played drums..and he threw everything he held on his hands(during the concert) hahahaha...
Keep it up, Jay Chou..

Surprise

2008-02-20T21:31:00.001+09:00

Don't expect,and you will get surprise!~
I got 1 today :D

Counting down

2008-02-15T22:24:00.001+09:00

I am counting down the time,everyday,every hour, every minute,every second...
Hope it really passes soon until that day...

Precious moments (part 2)

2008-02-05T23:27:00.000+09:00

Most happening year-2007,which is my last year of uni life.

Jan-My fav,sing-k..haha..

Jan-We are cute!!haha..

Feb-Big surprise for waisan :p

Feb-Memorable night with Eye of Msia

Feb-The gang-me,ltt,fei,caseen,waisan,snoopy and the photographer-dugong

Feb-Pure E gang again,this time..we Lau Sang!!

Apr-E nite @ Palace of the Golden Horse,nobody can recognise ltt that nite,haha...

Apr-My dearest coursemates~~

May-Busy in the lab with Duncan :D

May-FYP settled!!

May-Last lecture in MMU,with Dr.Ong.

May-Last Pure E trip-let's go to the beach!!

Jun-Hongkong trip,it's really an "unforgettable" trip for 3 of us,hahaha!!

Aug-Finally,graduated!! Hurray~~

Aug-My close coursemates!!

Aug-Graduated piggies :D

I MISS U ALL~~~~

Precious moments (part 1)

2008-02-05T22:55:00.000+09:00

Tiring day.
But, i still wanna share the precious moments which we shared together.Miss my uni life,miss my housemates,miss my friends,miss my coursemates...

Year 2004..Genting trip

June of 2005..After concert with sheue teng's gang

October of 2005..Langkawi trip with ltt,fei and caseen

November of 2005..Celebrated my and caseen's 21st birthday at Secret Recipe

January of 2006..Singapore trip with fei and ltt..our Japanese friend,Akiko.

May of 2006..Port Dickson trip,all panda eyes,hahaha...

August of 2006..Pure E gang 1st trip,we rock Genting!!

August of 2006..Celebrated fei's bday,sing-k at red box :D

August of 2006..Our beloved B3-6-12->Piggies Wonderland!!

October of 2006..Pure E gang 2nd gathering,birthday celebrations and played bowling :D

November of 2006..My birthday celebration :)

December of 2006..Maggie's birthday celebration..dugong,maggie and me

Thinner??

2008-02-03T00:10:00.000+09:00

Lots of ppl say i thinner d oh...
Am I? Happy wor,hahaha~~

Back to BP...

2008-02-02T23:41:00.000+09:00

Back to hometown now..took leave for days and came back early for chinese new year.
Rat year is coming..what i wish is hope that all the ppl around me happy and healthy. Of course,dreams come true,haha~~
Dun wish to think about the stupid thing already..i knew that answer.What I gonna do after this?Voice out?Relieved?Sad?Satisfied?

I DON'T KNOW!!!!!!!!!

No title

2008-01-30T21:52:00.000+09:00

No special title...
Jus gonna say wat i am feeling now..a lot of thgs happen these 2 weeks,which really make sense on me.I couldn't believe ervything between us become like this.I did have courage before to say what i really feel;but,i scare that if ervything is not as I expected,maybe we will in trouble, will fall into a very very bad condition. Sheue Teng did tell me:"did you think carefully?"
I couldn't answer it,it means that i really need more times to re-consider evrythg between us.I eagerly wish to get an answer because I can't predict what will happen later, i dun wish to regret.
Finally,i able to make clear ervything in a decided mind.What we need is: TIME.
Let time tell us the answer behind it.........

Perhaps Love

2008-01-27T21:02:00.000+09:00

This is the song..which really touched my heart when Jacky Cheung sang it during the concert..

Sad

2008-01-26T10:47:00.000+09:00

Bad days for me..3 days continuous..
Frankly, i still havnt adapt to working life...my working attitude got problem.
I hate myself to be so, my EQ still equals to zero.
One unintended message, affect my mood whole day.
I dunno what will happen after this. Really have to trust one saying "顺其自然"!!!

~Friendship Forever~

2008-01-19T00:19:00.000+09:00

I always feel lucky that I am surrounded by a lot of frens who really treat me sincerely...they play important role in my life, and i really very appreciate it..

Thanks Shymiin for your wish and i was touched by the content of the letter~~

张学友演唱会。。。一级棒！！

2008-01-06T02:47:00.000+09:00

刚刚看了张学友的新加坡站《学友光年世界巡回演唱会07》，简直是赞！！人人常说什么听出耳油，听到感动得想掉眼泪，好到拍烂手掌。。今晚，我真正体验到了。曲目是华语与粤语参半。。虽然有几首歌并不熟悉，但歌神的舞台魅力还是会把你的注意力紧紧地捉牢。他有太多太多的经典，根本不可能在三个半小时里唱完。一小段的《雪狼湖》演出，确实让人惊喜，更展现出他无可否认的实力。在唱《如果这就是爱》的时候，我竟然被感动得想哭。。还有《我真的受伤了》，我还试着闭上眼而陶醉其中。观众的掌声不间断，也一直为他欢呼，因为他实在太棒了！！Encore 曲更是好歌一首接一首。。直到《祝福》，演唱会才结束。然而，我却有点意犹未尽，因为几首我非常喜爱的歌曲，他都没演绎到；如：《情书》，《心碎了无痕》，《不老的传说》。无论如何，我仍然觉得这是一场值得看的演唱会。难怪他的演唱会票房一向来都保持着很好的成绩。歌神，名副其实！！！

Happy New Year,2008!!

2008-01-01T21:20:00.000+09:00

It's new year-2008!!

What i wish is me and all the people around me have a happy and healthy new year~~

Had steamboat with some mmu-ians here last night and watched fireworks at Marina Bay.

Jisong, Kevy, me, Sheryl, Laiyee, Rachel and Teong

What am i doing recently....

2007-12-08T09:43:00.000+09:00

It has been a long time i din update my blog...am not busy on my work, just dun hv the enough time to tidy up everything.
Decided to accept the offer, going Japan 3 months for training and "forced" to accept the one and half year bond. I dun wan think about how will I to be during coming years in Panasonic; once decision has been made, no think no regret!!
Last weekend, went to KL and able to meet leiteen, ah fei, yifen, waisan and hanni. Definitely, I did my shopping in midvalley and 1U,hehe!!

waisan, teo piggy and me...

yifen, me and waisan....

what happened in the shy?

4 of us had our dinner at Waterlily,Puchong.

Christmas decoration in Mid Valley....

And also, finally i get myself a new laptop!!!

I bought this toshiba notebook at SITEX(pc fair at spore), which is in a quite reasonable price.And now, i am using it to type this blog, hahaha!!!

Happy Birthday to.....

2007-11-10T22:06:00.000+09:00

MYSELF!!!!
Officially 23rd liao,hehe~~